Mmm, Quality

See these ice cubes?

See these ice creams?

Remember when life just seemed to make SENSE?

I WASN'T READY TO SAY GOODBYE TO YOU JUST YET.  BUT YOU LEFT ME ANYWAY.  I DON'T THINK I'LL EVER BE THE SAME.

So thank you.

I don't care how fucking lame I sound. I AM SO UNBELIEVABLY EXCITED.

TOBY RAND wrote me a cute little email after I sent him one thanking him for his music, because it helped me through my kidney stones.

"Thankyou Nicky....it's awesome that Lukas and I could help you thru some tough times....look forward to seeing you in Chicago...hope you're feeling better x x"

.....AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He's a cutie.


...In more ways than one.

To start this off, I'm going to tell you I'm being serious, not sarcastic.

Okay, I've come to the conclusion that:
A) I'm a huge bitch.
B) I deserve to be punched in the FACE.

So to anyone that I've ever upset, I've ever just rubbed the wrong way-- I apologize profusely. It took me until today to realize how exactly far my head was shoved up my ass. I'm sorry. I'm a bitch.

This IS the place and time for anyone with any hard feelings or issues to TELL me, PLEASE. I want to know. I want to fix things with anyone who's willing to resolve things with me. I guarantee you there's about 302756 people who hate me, and about 3 who like me enough to want to make things better.

Since I'm here and everyone else is there, we can't "hug it out, bitch" Ari-style. We'll talk it out.

Sorry everyone that I've pissed off beyond belief.

I'm a BITCHHHHHHHHH.

That's all. Thanks.